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Julius Chance Gregory
You are my creator, but I am your master… (“Frankenstein” by Mary Shelley)Serge angrily crumbled the smoking cigarette butt onto the tea plate (he had thrown away all ashtrays long ago). One more attempt to quit smoking failed … Just a few minutes ago the image of a smoking cigarette and the acute sensation of a puff seemed to be so attractive that he again could not resist and shamefacedly went around to ask his neighbors for a cigarette. He deliberately did not go to the kiosk to buy a whole pack. Such amount would not be needed. This cigarette was supposed to be just one more and, this time, certainly the last, the very last one. Now, when the craving for nicotine was satisfied, the charm of a blue haze in his mind was again replaced by depression, arising from the realization that he was simply incapable of quitting. Serge knew that the neighbors were already sneering at him. Truck driver Basil from the fifth floor this time did not give him a smoke at all. He said that he allegedly did not have it, although, Serge knew for sure, he always had. Only old retired Maxim from the first floor helped him out. Perhaps, it would be better even if he also refused! The smoked cigarette canceled out a week of abstinence torment and broke the remaining willpower into pieces. Serge felt that this cigarette would not be the last again. In frustration, he stared at the television. The program was about the ancient pagan gods of the Maya. It was already finishing, but Serge noticed that those gods were constantly smoking. And one of them had a smoking cigar sticking out right from his forehead. Melodious like mild cocaine in blood, the idea slowly crept into Serge’s head. He jumped over to the computer and entered the key phrase into a search engine: ‘how to appeal to the smoking god of Maya.’
Candles, cigarettes, matches and a saucer of water were at the ready. The huge full moon shone through the window. Serge turned off the lights, lit candles, lit a cigarette and blew out smoke over the saucer and began the mantra: “O Great God of smoking, I beg You come and help me; oh Great God of smoking, I beg You come and help me …” An hour passed, but nothing happened. Already losing hope, Serge yet stubbornly continued to blow out smoke over the saucer and repeat the mantra again and again. Finally, having lost faith in success completely and intending to stop the ritual, Serge suddenly heard a pleasant male baritone from behind his back: “Stop whining already, here I am, here, for the whole hour. The proverb is right: ‘make a fool pray to God and he will smash his forehead’.” Numb with fear, Serge turned slowly behind. In an armchair was sitting a man of heavenly beauty in his forties in an impeccable silver-gray suit of modern cut. His head was crowned with hair of steel-colored smoke. Serge was rendered speechless. “Would you excuse me for having seated in your armchair without an invitation? You understand that it would be improper for a deity to ask permission from mere mortal, don’t you?” the guest pronounced to defuse the situation utterly confusing to beggar. “On TV You was pictured with a cigar in your forehead,” Serge timidly uttered. The man took two blue cigarettes from his jacket pocket and handed one over to Serge. The second one he lit for himself. The delicious scent filled the room. Serge dragged on and instantly felt more euphoria than that of marijuana. “You confused me with our supreme Maya god, the so-called god K. He is somewhat like Zeus for the ancient Greeks. It is not a cigar that sticks out of his forehead, but a red-hot knife made of obsidian, volcanic glass. I am called the god L, according to your earthly terminology. I’m his junior business partner.” “The gods also have business partners, then?” Serge wondered at his stoned consciousness. “In this hypostasis I am called the Egregor of Smoking, but you can simply call me Gregory.” Only now Serge did fully realize that everything that was happening around him was real and rushed on to pursue his goal: “I do really want to quit smoking, I've tried everything: nicotine pills, plasters, hypnosis, prayers and …” “I know, I know,” Gregory interrupted him. “Tell me, why all these turned out to be ineffective? How do you hold us bound to Yourself so tight?” “Craving for nicotine is only part of the smoker’s problem. The psychological component is much more important. We have specially conceived that the day of the smoker is divided by smoke breaks into about twenty periods. Approximately every 40 minutes, the average smoker has a kind of legal rest, not only mental and physical, but, moreover, psychological as well. It serves as a refuge from the monotony of work and life. When the abandoner is confronted with the ‘continuity’ of existence, then plasters, pills and hypnosis cannot help him. Especially the urge to insert ‘truce’ segments into the battle of the day in order to take a break, increases under stress.” “That is, if you drink tea many times a day to distract yourself, the chances of quitting smoking do increase?” “Right. But this will not help you either – the willpower does not suffice, sorry for being straightforward,” Gregory blew a stream of smoke into Serge’s face. “Why didn't Jesus help me?” Serge asked, swallowing the offense. “Trust in God, but don give a slack to yourself,” the egregor grinned. “Did He really exist? Is He really a God? ” Serge blurted out and straight away got frightened by the blasphemy of his question. “You see, from our egregorian point of view, it doesn’t really matter whether Jesus was a god then or not. If the mass of the people now believes in him, then he is now. And the more believers and the stronger their faith, the more God he is.” “Have You ever met Christ yourself, there, in heaven?” Serge could not calm down. “I saw him, but we have not met. We exploit your vices while he relieves you of them. Therefore, he considers us to be evil spirits. Nevertheless, we still honor him as one of the greatest among egregors,” the high guest said. “Will you help me even if He didn’t?” Serge continued to moan. “Yes, but one have to pay for everything,” Gregory stated. “I’m ready, but what can I give you? You already have everything?” Serge exclaimed. “Render God’s things to God, Caesar’s – to Caesar, and Gregory’s to Gregory,” the egregor replied. “What do you mean? “Emanations, my friend, emanations. We are the energetic entities. We feed ourselves from the energy of our human herds, like the ancient tantric gods did.” “Somewhat abstract for me,” Serge admitted. “Every time you take a puff, I give you a little bit of euphoria to catch. But in return I take for myself two or three such pieces from your health,” the heavenly guest explained. “It is so merciful, because you, the Gods, could take at least a hundred pieces for one,” Serge reasoned. “The greed will kill the thug,” god L disagreed. “It turns out that you, the Creators of the world, do use our earthly proverbs too?” “Actually, you are my creator.” “How so?” “Back in the Stone Age, when the first of the Mayans lit a roll of tobacco leaves and experienced euphoria, the first energetic emanation of smoking was sent into Space, and I was conceived.” “Immaculately?” Serge blurted out inadvertently. Gregory looked at Serge as at a fool. He hesitated, whether he should laugh, or severely punish the reckless interlocutor right here and now. A pause hung in the air. Serge sensed danger and hurried to apologize: “Forgive a stupid lost sheep of God.” “Hm … better call yourself a sheep from my flock,” the egregor frowned. “Well, I’m ready to be your sheep, just save me from my nasty habit!” Serge begged. “But in order for the sheep to leave, it must bring in its place another sheep, or rather ten. Is it logical?” “Why ten and not one?” Serge wondered. “Because there’s no reason for me to bother opening and closing the corral if the number of sheep does not increase.” “Well, then one sheep could bring two; one for itself and the second for the trouble at the gate.” “What about overheads?” “Then three.” “And what about business development?” “Well, four.” “And taxes?” “Let it be five.” “Plus business profit?” “It turns out six.” “Nice number, but my last word is nine. Deal?” “What do you mean?” “In order to release yourself from the smoking habit, you must bring nine new smokers to my realm,” Gregory clarified to the gullible client. “No, I
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